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Category: My Love
The Men Who Built America
On Thanksgiving 2014 in the wake of the Darren Wilson Grand Jury decision, rioting has ensued across the country. I’ve chosen to watch The History Channel’s series; The Men Who Built America vs. news reports of those who choose to ‘burn this bitch down’. It’s puzzling to me that anyone would participate…
True Blue
It’s hard to let things go. I’m not talking about losing them, but more or less just letting whatever come – come. I’ve fooled myself into believing that I was in control or that I possessed some magical power to will things a certain way; however, life’s lessons have proven…
Found Our Real Deal
Some love comes in an instant, whereas, other love comes in time. I’m living a fairy tale, there are no swords, or castles – it’s the 2 of us, together enjoying one another with zero drama. We watch a few couples in the neighborhood endure police interaction, other suitors and…
Baby, It’s Cold Outside….
Calm Waters Render Rocky Ride
I hate whenever someone says the word “Drama”. Lately my life has been pretty calm, cool, dare I say even collected? Yet, I still have that other shoe to drop feeling. There’s no actual reason for me to feel this way; however, it’s difficult to separate previous experiences from now. I would…
Member: Ass of the Month Club
Forever, For Now
Balance
A New Kind of Happy
Dating Life – Good; Blog Life – Not So Good
It has become abundantly apparent that this blog was originally created to vent my dating experiences; however, based on recent experiences it has become clear that as I move from the dates of chaos, I have less to write about. I definitely want to scream from the mountain tops as…
Border Patrol, It’s Not Just For The South
How on earth could someone stick & stay so tightly to their position? Simple, they are aware of their boundaries. For over a week I’ve been blathering on about how Mr. Cute has stated: “I don’t want to talk.” He never truly wavered on this and any conversation was short…
Am I A Dog?
I have a pretty good overall demeanor, most that have met me sense that I am independent, capable, intelligent and kind; however, it has been said more than once that they would never want to cross me. I say that because that is what I’ve been told and in truth,…
I’d Rather Be Alone & Lonely, Than Lonely & With Someone
I’ve said this a time or two before, usually to someone else that was going through a bad break-up or difficult relationship; however, until recently I did not realize that I was full of crap! For the past week or two, not only have I felt lonely with Mr. Cute,…
Stuff
I took a stand, sort of….after 5 days of no-contact (our schedule was daily) I felt that I should collect my ‘stuff’ at Mr. Cute’s place. I decided to do it, so that I would not have the urge to get something I needed. He had said that he didn’t…
Friday the 13th
This post is being written a few days in advance; however, it will be published on the title day! As I’ve gone through the very early part of this week… there’s been silence. It’s been difficult for me to endure; however, my writing has allowed me a little pause…
Unknown
By now I should realize that all of the thinking, worrying and fear will inevitably be for nothing… irrespective of the outcome all of this time spent has absolutely no benefit. I am driving myself crazy and for what purpose… since I am keeping my things to myself, well, with…
It May NOT Be About Me…..
Now, there’s a novel thought! For the past few days I have allowed an internal struggle in regard to Mr. Cute. I have intermittent thoughts; however, they are relatively constant. Feelings such as ‘what did I do?’, ‘how can I change this?’ and ‘will he ever call?’, yet, the one…
Jail ‘Cell’ Phone
I will be the first one to admit that I have a cell phone and it provides me a lot of convenience; however, I will also say that by having a cell phone it ties me down to the expectation that I am always reachable. Irrespective of the ‘advances’ in…
Achievement!
Today, I had set out to do a number of things; however, what actually got completed was less than what I had planned; however, here’s the deal… I feel great! I was able to get home (finally) and hook-up my surround-sound system. I am on the hunt for the other…