Unknown

By now I should realize that all of the thinking, worrying and fear will inevitably be for nothing… irrespective of the outcome all of this time spent has absolutely no benefit.  I am driving myself crazy and for what purpose… since I am keeping my things to myself, well, with…

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Withdrawal

We have not broken up; however, I have found myself in ‘giving him space’ mode… this time, he did not ask for it, yet, his treatment definitely warranted an out.  I’ve been absolutely thrilled about this man because he is different, an against the grain type gent; however, one of his…

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Anniversary

Today is the day that I became a Citizen of the United States!  It has always been celebrated in my family.  This year we had a family picnic and it was an absolutely beautiful day… the humid, unbearable weather that had plagued us for the past several days had passed…

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Ambivalence

I love this word and it was recently brought to my attention by a friend… how was she feeling?  Ambivalent… in truth this is about where I am at, somewhere between yes & no. This is probably one of the harder emotions to have as I am someone that has…

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Breaking Bad

I have become addicted to this series!  It was introduced to me by a friend and I simply cannot tell you how much I enjoy catching up before the new seasons starts on 15 July 2012.  WOW, what an incredible show!  Never did I think the manufacture of meth would…

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This Too Shall Pass….

I think it would be funny to see this sign in a paleontology office.. Typically when experiencing something difficult someone will say this or something similar.  I get that they are just trying to be helpful as nothing lasts forever; however, I think there are moments when you do not want to…

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Space

When you like someone you have a feeling of closeness and in turn that feeling of closeness compels a desire to be physically closer.  I get that… it’s one of the cool things about being with someone special.. yet, too much of anything is well – too much.  So, when…

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Center of Attention

If you’ve ever met me you’ll know that my louder than normal voice and unfiltered comments are just some of the things that I am known for; however, what you may not know is just how small I feel at times.  I realize that no other person will ever ‘complete’…

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