Ambivalence

I love this word and it was recently brought to my attention by a friend… how was she feeling?  Ambivalent… in truth this is about where I am at, somewhere between yes & no. This is probably one of the harder emotions to have as I am someone that has strong feelings for just about anything that I think about.  I am one of those that truly feels deep, so, when I have a sort of so/so attitude, it is a difficult spot for me to be in.  Yet, I am a kaleidoscope of colors, so I must at some